I have been journaling. Writing about something that has blessed me, in my life, that I can 100% say no one I know has been blessed with this gift. God is not only good but so so so incredibly mysterious in so many ways.
Today has been pretty stressful and full of negative energy. After work, I came home to paint and cross things off my to do list, per usual.
Now, I find myself writing about something I am so crazy thankful for. Proclaiming God's word instead of dwelling in the negative.
Issues may seem big and unbearable but think about people on the other side.
That is something I need to remind myself of often. It can seem so impossible when multiple and “trustworthy” people continue to let you and your family down. How can i trust...anyone…?
This is where we need to realize how much we actually do have to be thankful for.
Truthfully, I don’t have words to describe the way I am feeling and how much the power of love has taken over me with the care and kindness my family constantly bestows upon me.
When a new person is introduced into my life and ready to meet my family, one of the only things I am able to say is, “my family is incredible, it is hard to explain them, they are almost perfect and i am so thankful for them.” It is so true. It is so true!
I want to just go on and on but I will write soon more.
Sometimes, I can barely believe how amazing my family is and something I want to ask to those who have taken advantage of us/me, or maybe another person or family, is why? We want to accept you and share our kindness and grace. A family so rare, willing to take you in and love you regardless, so easily can be taken advantage of? If you want something, then ask. There is too much good love going around our family to be wasted.
Take some time today. To spot and think about the way another may be feeling. It isn't always about you.